When I signed up for Netflix’s Squid Game: The Challenge, Series 2, I didn’t truly believe my application would stand out amongst more than 100,000 other applicants from around the world. So when I received that final confirmation, not only that I’d been selected, but that I would be the only contestant representing the UAE, it became one of those rare moments where your confidence finally catches up with your potential. At 23, it felt like a personal reminder that ambition isn’t just a feeling, it’s a direction.

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Stepping into the dorm for the first time was like walking into a social experiment. Four hundred and fifty-six contestants, from every age, culture, life path, and personality type, all wearing the same uniform but carrying completely different stories. Of course, I was nervous about not having my phone – no scrolling, no TikTok, no outside world – just me, my thoughts, and hundreds of strangers, which felt both terrifying and refreshing at the same time.

Within minutes, you could feel that this wasn’t just a game; it was a social universe. Some people arrived ready to compete, others came to prove something, and a few were searching for a version of themselves they hadn’t met yet. I found myself in conversations about identity, trauma, dreams, careers, families, and faith, all before anyone even knew each other’s real strategies.

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What fascinated me most wasn’t the competition, but how quickly people revealed who they really were when comfort, control, and certainty disappeared. You saw leaders and followers, peacemakers and manipulators, silent observers and loud energy. And despite the pressure, I found my own rhythm, calm, friendly, curious, and unbothered by the chaos around me.

The Six Legged Pentathlon Challenge (supplied)

Eventually, my journey ended during a team challenge—the Six-Legged Pentathlon, where we competed in a series of mini-games with our legs tied together (yes, just like the one portrayed in the Korean drama). The opposing team beat us to the finish line; when our ink packs exploded in one heartbreaking splash and we dramatically fell to the ground, it marked the end of our run, not because of personal weakness, but because of collective circumstance. And yet, it didn’t defeat me; it affirmed me. I earned that space, I belonged there, and I left with my confidence unshaken.

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I didn’t return with $4.56 million, but with something far more permanent: the proof that I am capable of stepping into any room, even the most extreme, and still staying true to myself.

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